That was the type of shower I was taking tonight ..... with all the noise during the day ..... quiet showers at night are the best
So while I'm in the shower I started thinking What Am I Good At?!
I mean I'm 19 years old and I have No Hobbies or Talents ........... [[SAD]]
So I made a mental Checklist:
- Singing .......... [[Uh maybe when I was little but I lost that voice over the years]]
- I do not know how to play a instrument [[Not even the flute or drums]] My mom bought me a keyboard for Xmas one year ....... its sitting in the closet collecting dust #Fail
- Then I begged for a sewing machine the next year because I want to be a fashion designer ..... [[Sigh]] I took the sewing machine out the box probably ten times with 5 years IDK even know where the sewing machine is right now
- Over the summer when I went to my dads house I thought that maybe I might enjoy working out ((Since he has a mini weight room)) #Fail Woke up early one morning and never did it again
- HS I barely played sports .... I'm a tall girl so I tired out for the basketball team wondering if maybe it was fit for me ....... WRONG another fail I couldn't even make a shot from the _______ line idk wht its called lol
- So in the spring I ran track and at first I ran because I thought I might enjoy running [[ I see white ppl running all the time and I wanted to see if I'll enjoy it as much as they do lol]] Running was ok ..... I liked it took my mind off of things but It still wasnt for me =(
- Not the best cook either mom left one weekend I was in charge for the cooking that was the biggest fail of my life Annie (sister) wanted Burger King instead of my food =(
Then I realize I Fucking Suck Yo! I have no Hobbies no hidden talent I mean what can I give back? Seriously There is nothing that I can give back or just enjoy! Maybe I should take this summer and think about What Are My True Hobbies .................... Because I
SUCK
...You're a good writer. Nice to know i'm not the only who thinks way too much when i'm in the shower, lol.
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