I Never Understood why as a child I was always by myself in daycare and grade school
Then I Realized that I never like the students that were around me 
They were all into what everyone else had and I was more on the level of .... Doing ME iGuess 
Throughout grade school I always had one friend as a best friend 
I never hung out with a bunch of females I always tried to stay to myself. 
To me I always thought females were like ANTS they always running around trying to find the next person to bite. 
I seen so many of my classmates get stabbed in the back by a so-called friend so I said said Fuck 'em I never needed them! Everything I needed was at home. 
But when I realized how selective I was about Females I was Extremely picky about the males I kept in my company. 
---My 1st boyfriend was a thug trying to live the fast life and I was only in the 6th grade so I didn't know any better that he was no good. I stood by him all the way up to my 8th grade,,,I left him because he was craving for a kid -&& I was only 15 that nigga had to go! =\ Now his 21 with two kids by 2 different females and all of the sudden he wants to go back to college. 
after him I decided I my next boyfriend who be nothing like him..... 
Now I see myself searching for something that I realize that I do not need. 
I spend many nights alone and at times I get bothered by it but in actuality 
I'm comfortable being single! 
-&& to all the females and males trying to live my life I send a simple FUCK YOU ♥
